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Saturday, 14 November 2009

  • Beneath Twisted Words

     


    Quit procrastinating.Thoughts that made me go deeper that i cant expel my guilt towards you. Those unexpress-able feelings caught me unprepared. Unarmed and weak, I can't seem to fight this even if you cared. Cause this love can't replace the mistakes you made.
    I'm such a psycho, a demented psycho cause I've lost all common sense when I'm with you.
    I just can't sustain perfection.
    Not with ziplocks or plastic wraps.

    Lousy day.
    Woke up at a restless 830am today. How can I survive a tormenting reaching 24hr night without sleep. I ate almonds and banana walnut crunch with strawberry milk for breakfast today. Yummy. Plus im still sick, I do feel better today.Thou I'll most probably force someone to carry me to hospital if I faint ltr. I hope there's no scene later so I can slack and get a big gulp. To chill by the evening breeze and morning sun.
    Wanted to listen to some emo songs today and i realise i can't find any.My life's like revolving around all the opeth, behemoth , nightwish and what nots that i forgot all about my oldskool backstreet boys.
    But breathe carolina is really some good shit Im like totally in love with them. Srsly.
    I feel so weak but i cant effing sleep.fml



    Damn this is a awful long post.
    I'll love my life, cause i'll just have fun everyday.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • Random pandom dandom

    WHOA
    Today I read my blog
    ALL THE POSTS WHYE SO EMO
    Cheebongz
    NOT LIKE LAST TIME
    SO CUTE SO FUNNY FULL OF COLOURS LIKE A PACKET OF SKITTLES

    I FEEL DAMN ANGRY TODAY
    Cause i eat like a pig
    Sick already not enough must eat so much gummies and junkies
    MY LIFE DAMN MISERABLE PLEASE
    BINGE SO MUCH LATELY
    THOSE POUNDS I LOST DURING WAVES TRAINING ALSO GAIN BACK liaozx
    I MEAN WEIGHT NOT MONEY POUNDS OKAES?
    WHOA DAMN UPSET NOW I WANT GO CRY

    IM A ANGRY PERSON I ANGRY EVBERYDAY
    I WHINE A WELL
    SO I CLEAN DILLON'S EARS EVBREYYDAY.


    NO WONDER DILLON DICTIONARY SO BUILT UP NOW
    I GIVE HIM ALL THE WHINE UP WORDS EVBREYDAY
     Plus qian's act cute skills also very good now
    everyday pout pout pout

    WAHNIAO. I LOSE ALREADY LAH.
    NO MORE STAND FOR ME ALREADY.

    Berry scared for presentation tmr.
    DIE LIAO LAH
    *Cuts myself*


    BYE BYE


    P.S This is a very very very randomz post.

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • I'll be there,yeah,I'll be there for you

     















































































    Sometimes when you felt that you needed someone
    you look around and realize there's people around you
     people that look beyond your appearance
    People that care
    People called ' friends '
    I may not know who is genuine
    but i choose to follow my heart
    i trust you'll to not be superficial or judgmental
    but to look whats within
    i trust you'll to love from your heart
    and not be fake
    i trust you'll not to lie or deceive
    but to confront and question
    i trust you'll to control your emotions
    and not be defeated by jealousy


    I will fear but i'll stay strong
    to be thankful and appreciate each and everyone


    Thank you my friends
    Regardless of whether you're my acquaintance or bfs
    thanks for playing a role in my life

    Thanks to those who've hurt me
    you made me grow

    Thanks to those who've once been my close friends
    you changed me

    From now onwards,
    I will not hate
    I will not escape
    I will treasure
    I will love

    I will practice what i preach






    FRIENDS

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Sunday, 25 October 2009

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